Revelation
It feels as if my plug has been pulled and I've been powered down. I cannot figure out what has occurred to make me feel really blue but the fact is that I am down in the dumps. I want to sit quietly and be held closely. The telephone ringing, the knock on the door, someone's music blaring so loudly that I can hear every word clearly and the bass notes take my heart out of its regular beat to synchronise with the deep, slow, heavy BOOM...BOOM. The person asking me to make a decision is taxing my brain. I cannot listen to one more tale of woe and physical pain. There it goes again, the cell phone with the same person calling me for the 6th time in a row! And now it is ringing again with another person whom I have told that I need space but nevertheless has called at least 10 times today and each time I have not answered. I feel overwhelmed and actually a bit frightened by all the noise that is coming at me, bombarding me, then withou...